blues, blues and more blues..

whew.. again I’m in this ‘hiatus stage’ I don’t know.. it seems that every time I make a post, I’m always on this stage wherein, I’m so busy with tons of things yet I can’t even share it here. am I selfish? Maybe, but I don’t think so. Actually if you can have a glimpse of my dashboard you will find that i have, uhm.. 5? oh no 6 drafts, but I don’t now if these drafts will ever be publish. All of them are not that sensible enough to be publish anyway.  

so what’s up with me? well aside from the usual reasoning ( mga palusot ) why I’m always busy..  I will be honest to say, that even though I’m ‘invisible’ here on my blog. I still read and visit some of your blogs. Believe it or not, but I really enjoyed reading your entries. Reader talaga ako rather than a writer.

Even last month, i can even count on my fingers how many times I came across to this blog. Just for some I know that every month they have a thing or two to share or post with their blogs. That’s why I salute on all the writers who never had  a hard time to share whatever they want to share on their blogs. I wish I have that wit, oh pity me.  I’m not saying that I don’t even care, but to be honest, I’m aware at least what’s going on around me as well as your blogs in a while.. Well I’m sooooooooo envy for those who attend the one night only concert of the eraserheads. ( yes I know this is so late to say it) but I love to say it here anyway..  Wow, it’s so unbelievable!  don’t you think? I just saw the clip again from youtube, and I think what a spectacular event that was! I feel the response of the people there by just watching it, how much more if I’m on that night in person.. I’d probably scream my whole lungs out there, and even cried.. WOW! 

Again it’s pretty obvious that my mind is jumping from one thing to another, I want to tell it anything and everything here, but I can’t even found a single word how to start with. If you read this you probably realized what I’m talking about. Oh, well maybe because i will be officially alone ( but not that alone, hope you get what I mean) here at Dubai. My brother and his wife will be going home for good on the 28th and for me, this will be a very sad yet happy experience I will taking in..  For some reasons it will be a great challenge ahead of me for the coming months. Because this will be the very first that I will be on my own away from home. I think I can handle it, as I foresee. But then again I’m sure it will be hard time for me also. Ah s*it, I will be fine. That’s it by now.