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Hi, kamusta kana? Ang tagal na akong walang balita sayo, it’s been what two years that the last time we saw and talked each other? Time really flies ika nga and for sure there a lot changes for both of us.  We admit it or not. I remember the first time na magkakilala tayo, wala lang parang barkada agad ang patungo natin. Teka have we formally introduced nga ba? Parang hindi yata e. haha.. Paano kase sa ibang bagay ay nagkakasundo naman tayo, remember it was quite a suprise for me to find out that were both on the same university, with the same course? Cguro on that time we do have our on world, our own set of friends and interests, kaya we never even bump each other. Pero for some reasons ay napilitan o bigla ka lumipat ng ibang school. Until we finally met two years ago dati sa company na  parehong pinapasukan natin. Wow , I sometimes miss those days.. eventhough we have overtime (na walang bayad) we did in some way enjoy our job way back then. hindi ba? I personally never imagine na ang pagiging kabarkada o co-worker natin ay magrow pa into a relationship. Never. But still things dont work the way at first we wanted. There are certain reasons why it did’nt work. We changed. You changed the way I changed also. And the sad thing about it, we never parted ways ng maayos.  Walang closure, ni hindi ko talaga alam the reason why biglang wala na. Kaya nga parang hindi tayo magkakilala, because we never ever had a chance to talk or even think to gain again the relationship even as friends. Maybe because out of hiya or something. Or hindi natin alam what we will say if ever man magkita muli. Grabe talagang ang liit ng mundo, yesterday my friend in college who is currently working on the same company that we worked, recently give me a message, saying that she knew you, telling me that she was your I think 2nd or 1st year blockmate. (Nagulat siya ng malaman niyang naging tayo from the past pictures that she saw on her computer. Andun  at naka save pala ang mga past pictures, gatherings ng mga dating naging empleyado.) So talagang hindi tayo magkikita because she become one of my close friends mga 3rd year na, the time na lumipat kana yata. Isn’t it strange? hehe.. Those were the days.. Alam mo nalulungkot ako, dahil we never retain as friends man lang samantalang ang dami natin common friends. I think and I know ikaw din naisip na mas maagi na nga lang na wag ng maging magkaibigan gaya ng dati. Na it’s better to leave it that way. Anyway we’ve move on. And have our own happy happy lives. Pero aaminin ko, i will miss you. Im gonna miss you. I never regret that in some way you became a part of my life.  Maybe because we started as friends and buddies at work.At kahit paano, kahit paano cguro ganun karin sakin. Have you ever think of me once nga ba? Haha. Ewan ko,  okay lang kahit cguro hindi. hehe.. Nga pala tumawag sakin si Eloisa our other common friend kanina, ikakasal kana pala next month? Eto walang halong showbiz ito ah, pero im really glad that finally you find the right one for you. Hindi nga maniwala ka man o hindi. Totoo yun. Eloisa was quite suprise that I never shocked on the news she said a while ago. Pero at the back of my mind andun yung konting sadness because… inunahan mo ako! Hindi, because im gonna miss you. Kase I know that it’s way too impossible pa nag mag usap tayo or yun nga maging barkada man lang.  Cguro ito narin cguro my way of saying goodbye for now. Who knows baka magkita ulit tayo, and magkita man tayo for sure mag asawa na kami ni “the One” nun. God Bless and congrats ha, ingat.