when you can’t make it. think again.

I’m not good when it comes to advising love matters.  Well for some of my friends they consider me as a confidant  when it comes to the matters of the heart.Maybe because I was able to listen  to them, to comfort them in every thing that I can. But the thing is, I guess when those times hit you, there’s no proper solution on every thing that you do. Or every advise that you listen to, because your not emotionally stable, you try to sink all the advises and put it in your mind, but in the end, it will not help you either. Because it hurts you even more. Frustration comes along the way to be able to win them back or reconciled. And the worst is, that’s makes you even broken. Some may take weeks, months or even years before they decided to move on and have a life again.  Now you might think that I writing this post because I’m on this ’stage’, no ironically I’m not.  I can say that I’m happy, contented on that matter. It’s just that I know all of us or (even some of us) in some other way have gone through a lot of this. Or even presently on this ’stage’. It sucks I know. As if you hate or even curse the whole world when it happens. When your hurt and you put the blame on yourself, then think that you are the reason and feel the blame. When you cry, cry as you can as if you never cried at all. When you think you want to be alone, then do it. When you want to feel miserable, then just be miserable. Just do it. If you finally realize and when reality bites you, and have gone through all those bitterness and all those lonely crying nights. Then it’s time to throw it all and forget all that need to be forgotten. Start form the start, and I know in the end you will realize that it’s okay. Now you realize that when you think you can’t make it, think again.

 

okay, okay I know..

Oo na, alam ko naaaaaapaka tagal ko nanaman hindi mag post.. sa totoo lang madami talaga ako gusto ipost dito kaya lang cguro, nag hahanap lang ako talaga ng right timing para maikwento ko lahat dito.. (kunwari lang dahil tinatamad lang ako.) Hindi… pero yun nga, ayoko lang mapressure when it comes to blogging.. anyway, it’s my blog kaya walang pakialamanan ng trip! ( ang taray ba? haha..) hay, ang init nanaman dito sa dubai, pero ang alam ko ay naaaapaka init din daw satin.. naku dapat na talaga maging aware tayo sa tinatwag na global warming.. (warning ba o warming?) talaga naman.. kung hindi pa tayo nakakaransan ng paiba iba ng panahon ay hindi pa tayo magiging aware sa ating kalikasan.. hay.. nakaka lungkot din isipin .. pero di pa naman huli ang lahat hindi ba?

Grabe unang post ko lang pala sa buwan na ito, kung hindi ko pa tingnan o bisitahan ang bahay ko.. naku hindi  ko akalain na puno na pala ng sapot at alikabok..  at panigurado huli na ako sa balita sa mga bahay ninyo.. ( lagi naman ako huli na sa balita e.. ahehehe.) wawa tuloy ang bahay ko.. sori ha..

Wow! may Otap ako!! pasalubong sakin ng kaopisina ko na kakabalik lang  galing sa pinas.. likas na talaga sakin ang mababaw ang kaligayahan..  kaya ganyan na lang ang reaction ko..isipin mo binigyan ako ng otap as pasalubong? yummy… hehe..  ayus may makakain na naman ako. Alam ko masama ang mainggit pero nainggit ako sa mga kwento niya samin.. pano ka ba naman hindi maiingit eh nag spend sila ng bakasyon sa cebu at bohol.. hay.. sarap pumunta dun! wish ko lang, pag uwi ko makapunta ako kahit isa lang sa mga lugar na never ever ko pa napupuntahan.. traveling rocks!! iba talaga ang pakiramdam pag nakapagtravel ka..

Sa pag tapos ng post ko ngayon.. ito ang Shamrock’s Otap na galing pa sa Cebu.

 ang babaw ko noh? akalain kuhain ko pa ng picture, kung tutoosin ay makakabili naman ako ng otap sa mga filipino stores dito. Pero iba parin yung may maka alala sayo na bigyan diba?  at fresh from cebu pa yan! hay, ang babaw ko talaga! haha.. it’s the thought that counts naman e? Shamrock.. hindi ba name ng banda yun? ayus!