pito’t puting tupa

malapit lapit narin pala, halos isang taon din ang pag hihintay.. pitong tulog na lang pala at araw ko na…may halong saya, lungkot, kilig, halo2 na ang nararamdaman ko.. ano ba yan

wala pa ako ganap na plano, bahala na cguro. ang importante ay araw ko yon. at araw din ng iba.

ang haba..

 ang haba… ng TAG na toh!!

isa pang hirit na tag mula kay kengkay..  eto na:
1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
Si mama ko ang kulet kasi e..

2. What were you doing at 0800?
natutulog sa byahe papuntang office.mahaba habang lakbay kase e…

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

tinapos ko ung gift ni rhapsody sakin..

4. What happened to you in 2006?

 ano nga ba….? sa sobrang dami, wala ako masabi e..

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
aray! sakit!

6. How many beverages did you have today?
 isang baso ng tubig, isang can ng coke mamaya pa cguro ulit pag na uhaw.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
 fushia (tama ba spelling? nyahehe..) at gray

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
ung lunch ko kanina.

9. Where were you last night?
 Sa bahay lang

10. What color is your front door?
kulay puti

11. Where do you keep your change?
sa wallet, sa coin purse, sa bulsa

12. What’s the weather like today?
malamig lamig na mainit init..

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
pistacchio, cookies in cream, strawberry, vanilla

14. What excites you?
uuuyyy…. hehehe…

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
oo next month kahit tag lamig, trim lang. 

16. Are you over the age of 25?
nu ba sa palagay mo? pero sabi nila 20 palang ako… hihihi..

17. Do you talk a lot?
it dependoots…

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
hindi e… dko sya type ewan ko kung bakit… wla lang.

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
steven? wala e…. baka sakali ngayon..

20. Do you make up your own words?
oo, naman. pero mahilig din sa kasabihan kung kinakailangan.

21. Are you a jealous person?
 palagay ko mejo, it dependoots ulit..

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
ana, anna kahit anong pang spelling ng name niya. lahat yata may kakilalang gnun ang name e..

 23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Kengkay!

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
si Lhyz fwend ko.

25. What does the last text message you received say?

“oki pahinga ka.” napaka tipid.

26. Do you chew on your straw?
 hinde

27. Do you have curly hair?
 dati daw ung baby pa ako, sa sobrang kingki e pinakalbo ako noon, kaya straight na sya ever..

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
next place sana sa abu dabhi..

 29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
minsan ako, cguro minsan din ikaw noh..?

30. What was the last thing you ate?
burger and fries

31. Will you get married in the future?
oo naman…kung gusto ba ni God db? why not!

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
past two weeks? last month meron e kaso nalimot ko na..

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
like ko kumain ng calamares? food craze daw sa pinas un eh..

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
yesterday after lunch

35. Are you currently depressed?
hay naku tapos nako dyan! nakapag cross the bridge nko! hmp! (pa bitter effcet pa e..)

36. Did you cry today?
nope

37. Why did you answer and post this?
kasi  friend ko c kengkay oki?

38. 5 people you tag next?
wag na 5, tatlo na lang.. i tagged vayie, drew and dhey.

12 months plus one!

isa pang tag by pretty rhapsody here it goes:

The Twelve Months

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them. ( 3 na lang!)Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

My month is…DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. (di buo ang highlight kasi feeling ko lang yan) Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

halos pareho tayo rhapsody kaya halos wala rin akong binago dito..

Pick your month

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

*** eto ang plus one!  ***

Why I Blog?

1. How long have you been blogging?

nagstart ako last july lang so, mga 5 months palang ako sa ever blogging world. nag search sa internet, sinubokan mag blog at masaya pala!

2. What inspired you to start a blog and who are your mentors?

what inspires me is your entries!  believe or not, pero totoo un.. i was really amaze na pdeng pala mag blog about anything, freedom ika nga nila.. my mentors? well, thankful ako dahil i accidentally hop on probinsyana’s blog (maybe some of you knows her) and that’s the first time i encounter the world of blogging. also supergirl wanabe, she inspires me on how blogging can give impact pala to other people.. unknown for them, but they are really the first ones that hit me on doing blogging.

3. Are you trying to make money online, or just doing it for fun?

nope. my blog is entirely and purely for fun. sana kahit paano i brighten up your day… naks!

4. Tell me 3 things you LOVE about being online.

informative and entertaining, one way of expressing one’s self.

5. Tell me 3 things you STRUGGLE within the online world.

mabagal on uploading, mabagal mag read… sometimes, can’t focus on work dahil hindi maiwanan ang pagblog o pagbasa ng mga entries.

now i tagged kengkay, bananie and vhonnjheng

i tag tag mo with chuva

bago pa ako mabaon sa tag, impusahan ko na to..       

tagged by my dear chuvaness a handwritten post on three things you addicted most.       

                            

    1. internet – actually net surfing ang nakalagay sa list ( if you can see in the picture) pero internet talaga. addict talaga ako sa internet. kapag may time sa office, i always use my free time on searching, checking mails,friendster, nood sa you tube, chatting etc. kung hindi ako addict sa internet, malamang hindi ako sumusulat ngayon sa blog. at hindi ko alam ang blogging.

2. Love – oo tama tong nabasa nyo. addict ako sa LOVE with a capital L.  addict ako kahit hindi ako in love..( gets ba?) pakiramdam ko ang pangit ang life kung walang love. hindi ba, God created us in order to love in the first place? alam ko napaka broad pag sinabing love, kaya nga addicted ako dito e kasi maraming klaseng love ang pedeng ibigay o iparamdam.

3. music – gaya ng sinabi ko sa unang tag sa akin. mamatay talaga ako kung walang music. walang araw talaga na hindi ako nakikinig ng kahit anong kanta. kaya nga kung magsasalita lang ang cellphone ko malamang magrereklamo na siya sa akin, gamit na gamit kase ang radyo o mp3.

i tagged  antuken, carlotta , rhapsody , ang diva na si jojie and the great na si maldito

back from where I started part 2

uuuyy.. gusto nyo pa ba basahin..? buti hindi kayo napagod. pasensya na dahil malapit na talaga ang uwian e.. kaya pinutol ko muna. san na ba.. ah eto na

hanggang sa naging highskul na ako. hay highskul.. kung gradeskul ay mahilig ako lumabas ng bahay, noong highskul ay iba naman ang drama ko. hindi na ako pala labas nun. nag iba na ang aking mga hilig, doon ako napahilig sa pagbabasa. hindi ba uso dating ung mga pang teens na pocketbooks? o mga pa tweetums na pocketbooks? minsan ko narin nabasa ang sweet valley high o nancy drew kahit mga comic books gaya ng archie, jughead pati pupong o pugad baboy ( na hanggang ngayon ay eni enjoy kong basahin ) ay binabasa ko. hindi rin lumampas sa akin ang mga gawa ni jessica zafra, mga inspirational books gawa ni joshua harris at pati lahat ng mga na basa ko na chicken soup. ewan ko kung alam ninyo yung youngblood? isang feature article galing sa philippine daily inquirer na inipon at ginawang libro.  hanggang ngayon pa  naman gusto ko parin ulit ulitin ang iba sa mga huling nabanggit kong libro.  syempre hindi lang naman pag babasa ang nakahiligan ko. pati ang pag crosstitch ay minsan naging libangan ko. natural pag nag highskul, andyan yung mga tinatawag na ‘first time’ . first crush, first barkada, first gimmick, first cutting class? etc. dun ako naging isang dakilang pasaway ( ay, mali..mali hehe..) pasaway sa kakulitan.   kahit paano ay naging active ako nung highskul, sumali sa mga tinatawag na samahan,clubs, society o kahit anong pang gusto nyo itawag doon. ang mga school fairs, field trips pati narin ang JS prom at iba’t ibang mga extra curricular activities. cguro baka akalain  nyo un lang ang mga pinag gagawa ko. hindi naman, kahit paano, at uulitin ko, kahit paano ay nag seryoso ako sa aking pag aaral. lalong lalo na nung 3rd at 4th year na ako. syempre ang feeling ko noon, senior na ako, dapat maging mature dahil hindi na ako bata. pero hindi rin pala, pa dudeng lang pala un.

naging talagang seryoso kuno ako ng mag kolehiyo na ako. pero aaminin ko at cguro kayo din, kahit paano ay naging mahirap ang mag kolehiyo. paano kasi sa umpisa pa lang hindi ko alam at nakakalito kung ano ba ang kukunin kong kurso noon. pero sa huli at ang unang pinili ko parin ang nasunod. hindi ko alam, kung bakit sa dinami dami na pedeng kong kunin ay ang pagiging Arkitekto pa ang aking napili. cguro dahil narin sa na impluwensyahan o naging insipirasyon sa akin ang tita ko, maxado akong na naintriga dati sa tita ko noong bata pa ako kung bakit halos gabi gabi ay lagi syang puyat  ( oops.. puyat  sa pagawa ng mga floor plans at projects.. kayo ah..nyahehe..)  at lagi na lang nakatutok sa drafting table, sa isip isip ko nga ano kaya pinaggagawa ng tita ko noon..  

kaya pa ba? konting tiis na lang.. matatapos na to. 

noong kolehiyo na ako doon talagang ako naging bihasa sa pagiging kapalmuks, kahit lubos na mahiyain ako ay talagang pinilit kong maging walang hiya. dahil sa kursong napili ko at kahit sa iba pang kurso obligado talaga maging walang hiya kung di magiging kawawa ka pag dating sa mga group projects, lalong lalo na sa kunuha ko, puro overnight pa naman, kakagawa ng mga floorplans, models, drawing sheets at iba pa. sa isip isip ko nga, talaga bang Architecture itong kinuha ko, o Arkitorture. hindi ko akalain na mahirap pala tong kinuha ko.. hindi rin pala biro to, kala ko puro drawing drawingan lang un pala may halong math at calculations din pala ito. doon pa naman ako mahina.. pero ayos lang. masaya din naman ang kolehiyo sa akin, kasi marami din akong nakilalang iba’t ibang klaseng tao. girl,boy,bakla, tomboy,baboy, ipis etc. from different walks of life ika nga. ung mga panahon na yon, natuto ako talaga makisama, maki halobiro kung kinakailangan, ganun.

pero may kasabihan nga na lahat ng bagay ay may kataposan. nakagraduate din ang loko at nasurvive ko din ang mga teror na titser at mga araw’t  gabi kong pagdurusa sa pag gawa  ng thesis, pkiramdam ko e pasan ko ang daigdig talaga, akalain ba naman naisip ng dean namin gawing individual ang thesis? hay.. pero sa wakas natapos din.  kung iisipin ko ang mga ngayari sakin, kung paano ako nag simula at kung ano ako ngayon. masasabing kong walang pahihinayang at ngyari sakin o nadanas ko ang mga un.

tama na to, dami ko pa sana isusulat, pero awat na. hindi na magandang pangitain to pag nag kataon.

salamat at may pasensya ka sa pagbabasa,sa pag bigay oras sa isang katulad ko..( pagbigyan nyo na ko minsan lang to…) makakabawe din po kayo.

thursday nanaman, makakapahinga na ulit… i tenchu,bow.

back from where I started

oops oops oops.. hindi ito isang english post. naisip ko lang ang title, wala lang. mejo naging matagal din ako hindi nakapagsulat e, kaya cguro bumabawe lang.

minsan masarap kase balikan ang nakaraan. ang sarap isipin na minsan ay naging bata ka. well, hanggang ngayon naman ay masasabi kong andun parin ang pagka isip bata ko. hindi narin cguro mawawala ang pagiging ganun. naalala ko pa (with matching soundtrack ng maalala mo kaya..) nung grade skul palang ako, wala ata ako ginawa kungdi maglaro at mag enjoy sa pagkabata ko. pag ka uwi ko galing eskwela, magbibihis lang sandali at lalabas ako sa aming bahay para lang makipaglaro. ang mag laro ng chinese garter, pick-up sticks, agawan base, pating tero, taguan, piko, pepsi seven-up ( alam nyo ba un?) at kung anong klaseng game noong araw. Buti na lang at naransan ko ang mga ganun na laro. Hindi na ata uso ang mga gnun  hindi ba? kaya nagpapasalamat ako, at kahit paano ay naabotan ko maglaro nun. sa panahon kasi ngayon, ibang klase na ang mga nilalaro ng mga bata ngayon e. sa henerasyon ngayon, ang puro may halong teknolohiya narin ( tama ba tagalog ko nun?) at bihira na lang ata ang naglalaro ng mga ganun klaseng laro. ewan ko kung iba sa inyo ay naabotan(cguro naman..) ang Batibot o Sesame Street na pinapalabas dati sa t.v. im sure kahit paano ay napananuod nyo si kiko matsing, pong pagong,  ate sienna, kuya bodjie at si manang bola o kaya naman sina big bird,oscar the grouch, count dracula, grover, bert, ernie, kermit the frog at si ms.piggy. sila kasi ang naging kasama ko at parang kaibigan ko din tuwing umaga at minsan sa hapon. pati nga ung mga ibang kanta nila alam ko pa e.   ang saya nun talaga.  ang maligo sa ulan habang, naglalaro, o kaya naman gumawa lang ng bangkang papel o eroplano e tuwang tuwa na ako nun..

~ breaktime muna kaya… baka kase pagod na ang mala beautiful eyes nyo kakabasa e..

~ pero kung kaya pang magbasa, at muka naman wala kayo gaanong ginagawa o sya cge ituloy niyo lang ang pag basa. sa susunod na post ko, kase malapit na uwian dito sa opisina e.

chongkoila

chongkoila… chichirikong koila.. a butchike ek.. ek ek ek.. bobochichang… chichiri kong koila.. a butchike ek ek ek..  naalala ko tuloy tong kantang to.. hihihi…

ewan ko ba, lagi na lang pinag kakamalan akong instik… hehehe… pano kasi nag comment ang ka opisina ko sa frndster ko. ngayon ko lang nalaman na akala ng mga indiano o anaps na ka opisina ko e may lahi akong instik… nyahahaha…  ako? instik? nakakatuwa lang, pero ayos lang kung gnun tingin nila sakin.. muka b tlaga akong instik? hindi nmn db? oo nga pala, hindi nyo masasagot yan, kse hindi nyo pa ako nakikita.  

kung may jet lang ako..

namiss ko ang Pinas. ewan ko hindi ko alam kung bakit basta bigla na lang ako na homesick. nakakatuwang isipin, kahit andto ang aking mga magulang para bisitahin kami e, namimis ko parin ang Pinas. kung titingnan kasi,  wala na dapat akong dahilan para mahomesick ako dahil andto nga mga magulang ko. Pero cguro iba parin kung nasa Pinas ako. kagabi nga, nagpakabit kami ng orbit pinoy cable sya ng mga kapuso ( cguro gets nyo n anong station sya.) ng makabit iyon, para akong bata  na nanu2od sa t.v. ung tipong napapanganga ako na parang ngayon lang nakapanuod ng telebisyon? ganun ako kagabi. pano kasi mejo kalahating taon narin akong hindi nakakanood ng eat bulaga ang dami narin palang pinag bago ng naturang show. naalala ko pa, walang araw na hindi ko napapanuod ang show na ito, habang kumakain ng tanghalian dyan sa atin. sa isip isip ko nga paano kaya kung pag uwi ko? para cguro akong foreigner sa sarili kong bansa.. (wag naman sana) yon ang kinakatakot ko. paano kasi parang ang dami narin pinag bago cguro satin dyan… ewan ko cguro lang naman..

papaano ko hindi mamimis ang pinas? ang pag kain ng fish balls, kiomai, siomai, lamang loob, isaw,kwek kwek, bituka ng baboy at manok at iba’t ibang klase ng pag kain na bibili sa kalye.. jologs man pakinggan pero kumakain kasi ako ng mga sabihan na nating ‘ pangkanto na pagkain’ ang sarap kaya un, kahit minsan nakakatakot at baka magkasakit ako, pero kahit sabihan na natin jologs e namimili naman ako ng lugar na mapag bibilhan. hindi ko din malimot ang pagsakay ng jeep, tricycle, o kaya bus na may halo pang holdapan..  ang makipagsiksikan sa MRT tuwing papasok ako sa opisina at pati narin pag uwi. ang mga malls sa atin gaya ng trinoma ( tama ba ung spelling? bago lang siya db?) o mall of Asia n hindi ko pa naabotan ikotin man lang bago ako umalis… hindi hamak na mas maganda ang mga pasyalan natin, hindi sa pagyayabang, pero totoo.. dapat lang naman ipagyabang hindi ba? lalo na at parating na ang Pasko, panigurado ay napakasaya dyan satin, kahit na masasabing gumagapang o hikahos sa kahirapan, meron parin saya pag pasko, at kahit paano ay mararamdaman mo ito.

iba parin talaga sa atin, kahit masasabing mahirap ang buhay at sandamukal ang mga problema sa ating bansa, nakukuha parin ng mga pinoy ang tumawa, ngumiti, maging masaya kahit sandali. hindi ba dapat lang na ikamiss ko ang Pinas? ewan ko, nakakalungkot man isipin pero kung kelan ako umalis at nangibang bansa, e tsaka ko lang talaga pinahalagaan ang pagiging pinoy ko. iba talaga tayong mga pinoy, sa totoo lang. lahat ng nangibang bansa ay magegets ako kung bakit sinabi ko ito. wala pa ako  sa kalingkilan kung titingnan sa mga mas nauna pa sakin mga pinoy na nag abroad. Ibang klase talaga tayo pagdating sa determinasyon. hindi talaga tayo pahuhuli sa ibang lahi. ako na mismong pinoy ay saksi nito. ngayon ko lang pinahalagahan ang pagiging pinoy. hindi sa nagpapaka makabayan ako ah, pero hindi nga, dapat lang naman na ipagmalaki natin. kung dati rati ay hindi ko maxado pinapahalagaan o hindi gaano pinapansin ang mga OFWs e ngayon iba na. dahil isa narin ako sa kanila. oo isa akong ganap na OFW at hindi ko ito kinakahiya.

bakit kaya minsan kapag nawala o iniwanan mo_ doon mo lang malalaman ang kahalagaan nito kapag malayo kana? hindi naman ako nagsisi kung bakit nagdesisyon akong mangibang bansa, marami din kasi dahilan na dapat isaisip at  cguro iyon din ang paraan para malaman ko ang kahalagahan ng pinas sa akin.. maarte man tingnan, kung doon ko naman matututong mahalin pa lalo ang pinas sa akin, ay sapat n iyon. 

uuwi din ako, balang araw.. sa ngayon nanamnamin ko muna ang pag mimis ko ating bansa.

do I have a point here?

I’m a black and white type person. i always, always tend to seek reasons first before taking into action. if i love something there is a reason why i love it.  if someone hates or disagree with something, i ask the person’s reason first before telling my opinion. I’m on the saying ‘to see is to believe thing’.  it may sound i don’t know weird, but that’s the way i handle on things. How about you?

But one thing I also do believe, is that in everything that happen around us, has certain reasons… there’s a purpose I guess, that we should take consider…. That in every endeavor that were taking.. The ONE up there will always give us the answer… we may like it or not the end result of whatever circumstances that we have now, still the One has the  final conclusion. 

it’s nice to know, that were still have hope, faith that we keep on keeping it…

Now that I should say, is good vibes..   

if I ain’t got you

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

If I ain’t got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby