after that then what’s next?

I can imagine what is going on with me… confussion begets stupidity  i guess. why is it sometimes we never learn from our own mistakes? it’s like we know the outcome yet we still doing it? sabi nga nila e, kung ano pa ang mali o bawal e un at un pa ang gngawa… why is it there are lessons that we never, never learn? I always, always said to myself that if I done something wrong, it won’t happen again. but sometimes when I trap on the same situation, it all fall in to the same result. and when that thing happens, I begun to grin a bit and thinking that I just eating my words.. niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko, u know that feeling?

i dont know, i guess im just overreacting on what the h**l is going on with me these days, or maybe i just need a hammer to use it on my head,  on that way i will be back to normal again.( if you know a good hammer to use or anything aside from it, dont be hesitant, suggestions are so welcome to me) But pity for me i guess there no such thing that can wake me up not even a hammer can overcome my silliness. we do have craziness one way or another. it’s all in the choices… choices..choices.. choices.. Choices with a capital C.