Katam**an

tinatamad ako. ewan ko sa mga nakaraang araw parang ang bagal ba……..gal ng oras. parang gusto ko na lang matulog, gigising lang para kumain, at manuod ng tv.

naransan nyo na ba to?

kanina lang tumawag sakin ang fwendly fwend ko, niyaya ako lumabas at mag muni muni daw.. walang pakungdangan e sinagot ko na kayo na lang.. tinatamad ako lumabas ngayon.. tamad ako mag labas ng lagim ek ek… 

ang alam ko may dahilan kung bakit ako tinatamad.. tinatamad ako cguro dahil sa trip lang.  cguro nga. ewan ko..

hindi ba minsan e mahirap gawin ang isang bagay na parang napipilitan ka, para masabing may ginagawa ka? in english: it’s hard to force yourself to do things just to say your doing  something? o kaya naman gagawin ang mga bagay para sabihin na okay ka at masaya ka?  kung baga sa fashion e, pilit mo gayahin ang mga nasa uso para lang masabi na “IN” ka at hindi “OUT”?  in or out?.. db kanta ni sandara un?  ang jologs.   un nga,  ang hirap kaya ung nag pre2tend na masaya ka. parang isa kang dakilang ‘tupper ware’ o oracan, o plastic. teka, tama ba spelling ko ng tupper? e ung ware? tama ba?

sabi nga sa james bond movie ” the world is not enough”. oo sa palagay ko, ay tama din ang katagang ito. talagang hindi sapat ang mundo. hayyyyyy…..

pero isa lang ang iniisip ko, na kahit tinatamad ako, tuloy parin ang ikot ng mundo. (teka pansin ko, mahilig ako sa mga kataga.. ahihihi..)

tuloy parin ang pag ikot ng buhay. n kahit tinatamad ako, kailangan ko parin bumangon, mag unat, maligo,kumain, magtoothbrush, mag abang ng sasakyan,tiisin ang  superdooper na with the highest level na anghit ng mga indiano, pumasok sa opisina, taposin ang mga deadlines, maki chicka sa mga chuva, mag blog kung walang ginagawa, umuwi, kumain ulit, konting nuod ng tv, at matulog ulit… hayyyyyyyy… tinatamad ako.

talaga nga naman, kahit tamad nakakapag blog pa..  LOL

pero tinatamad talaga ako.

after that then what’s next?

I can imagine what is going on with me… confussion begets stupidity  i guess. why is it sometimes we never learn from our own mistakes? it’s like we know the outcome yet we still doing it? sabi nga nila e, kung ano pa ang mali o bawal e un at un pa ang gngawa… why is it there are lessons that we never, never learn? I always, always said to myself that if I done something wrong, it won’t happen again. but sometimes when I trap on the same situation, it all fall in to the same result. and when that thing happens, I begun to grin a bit and thinking that I just eating my words.. niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko, u know that feeling?

i dont know, i guess im just overreacting on what the h**l is going on with me these days, or maybe i just need a hammer to use it on my head,  on that way i will be back to normal again.( if you know a good hammer to use or anything aside from it, dont be hesitant, suggestions are so welcome to me) But pity for me i guess there no such thing that can wake me up not even a hammer can overcome my silliness. we do have craziness one way or another. it’s all in the choices… choices..choices.. choices.. Choices with a capital C.

ordinary people

Girl I’m in love with you
This ain’t the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we’ll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow

This time we’ll take it slow

Take it slow

This time we’ll take it slow

This ain’t a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya’ll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it’s heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it’s not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Take it slow

This time we’ll take it slow

Take it slow

Maybe we’ll live and learn
Maybe we’ll crash and burn
Maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave,
maybe you’ll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won’t survive
But maybe we’ll grow
We never know baby youu and I

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cause we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Take it slow

This time we’ll take it slow

Take it slow

This time we’ll take it slow

looking of what you have

hai…. why sometimes we can’t deal with the word contentment? alam nyo un? okay, i may sound pathetic.. i know it is a good word actually, but sometimes it’s hard for me, it’s really hard to comply being contented this past days..  sometimes we tend to do things that suppose to be done, and when it’s already been completed you tend to think that there are still changes you ought to do.. for example with regards to work, sometimes we tend to wish na sana wala maxadong gawin, no deadlines etc.. pero wag ka pag mejo tumatagal naman na wala kang ginagawa lalo from work, sasabihin mo na sana maging bucy kana lang for the whole day  para naman, may worth ung pag punta mo sa office. bakit kaya pag maxado mainit ang weather hinahanap natin ang ulan? pero pag bumabagyo naman dinadasal natin na sana e umaraw na? bakit kaya pag may isang bagay ka ng binili at may nakita ka pa na mas magandang bilin, pilit natin ito binibili just to satisfy are needs? cguro ineexagerate ko lang, pero minsan totoo naman un d ba? hindi rin cguro maiwasan.  ewan ko, pero minsan nagyayari talaga un sakin.. ako kasi ung tipong madali mabored? if i have to meet my friends i see to it not naman sa sinasadya ah  pero nag pa2late ako ng ilang minutes dun sa meeting place, and why im doing that? it’s because ayoko maghintay.. i might say im rude on that sense and i really dont want to do it naman, but what to do, i hate waiting sometimes.. minsan kasi narasan ko n maghintay ng pag katagal tagal, dahil nainip ako, umuwi na lang ako.. hindi ako nakontento maghintay kahit sandali pa. ayun i miss hanging out with my friends..

it is a great virtue i guess that you have contentment, d ba parang life is much easier when you are contented?  no worries, no ifs and buts, no hassles. all you need to do is just accept whatever circumstances, or outcome you may have. with contentment, life will be so much simplier as it seems. walang conflict o complications e, because your fine and already accept it  on whatever result you will have.  as i look for the thesaurus here on my pc, the term contentment is a noun which means satisfaction, happiness, pleasure, gratification and ease. nice words noh? yup it is. parang napaka positive d ba? im not saying that im not contented of what i have, i do. but sometimes it just never ends on that.

we apt to seek more or maybe reach more on things, walang masama dun, it’s nice thing to do. but also, we should know that there will always be limits and should learn the fact that not all  the things in this world can get it by just a snap of a finger.

alas singko na

kaboring naman, nu ba pdeng isulat…. wala magawa sa opisina… hhhmmm… i know! nah…. wag nalang…. gusto ko na umuwi, wla pang 630..

baduy na kung baduy…

I always love the 80s.  Actually anything in the 80s, the music, films basta.. I guess in some way you do appreciate one of Michael Jackson’s songs.. ( oo na, baduy na kung baduy, e 80s fanatic ako e..) heres a clip of his song “Man in the Mirror” listen very well on the lyrics, theres something in that song wants to tell, for me i guess maybe for you also…

watapac part 2

here is the continuation of the fight between pacman and barrera.   

watapac part 1

wata… pacman! Manny won again against Barrera last Oct. 6, galing talaga!!!  Im really proud to be a Filipino.   here is a clip of the rematch part 1.  Since I dont have any thing to be post today, hope you can take a view…   

From now on, when I have a chance of passing by on a bookstore, definitely I will look on Sidney Sheldon’s works (I think the real spelling is Sydney but not that sure) . Is he a great writer or what? Yes, he is a writer. Akala ko kasi babae sya  at first because of the name, pero hindi pala. For some who loves reading books, i guess one way or another you encounter his novels. Last night I just finish reading his novel ” The Sky is Falling” and after nun, sinabi ko sa sarili ko  ay naku isa na ako sa gazillions of fans niya. Actually, first time ko makabasa na sinulat niya. I’ve heard him narin na his works are okay, but I never had a chance of really reading his stuff. Parang accidente pa nga ng maisip kong basahin one of his works pa nga e. Kasi na curious ako sa friend ko na si Mani na friend din ng friend ko na si Liza na binabasa niya ung libro. ( Gets kung sino nag babasa?) Sabi ko bakit kaya tutok na tutok tong magbasa, hindi tuloy namin maistorbo… Good thing I was able to lend Liza’s book. After reading the book, naisip ko and nagets ko din kung bakit ganun siya katutok. Ganun pala talaga un, as if your really there on the story when reading it. Napapa react nga ako e, as in talagang react ha na parang may kausap ako. Buti na lang at wala nakakakita sakin, kung di baka akalain na may sabit ako sa utak.  :)  Especially when I reach dun sa climax ng story, aysus…  Sidney did really a good job.  It’s really nice to read some books na worth reading for.  If you what to know about him look at his website, www.sidneysheldon.com

For this coming month on Oct.7 at around 7:15 or 7:30 pm my parents will be here in Dubai just  to visit me and my two brothers here. They’ll be staying for a couple of months here not only to see what is happening on us, but also to enjoy and see what’s Dubai in store for them.  I know it’s been 6 months since i got here, and I’m so excited that finally they will come here  to pay us a visit!    I do miss them, and I know theres a lot  of stories to tell  and stories to tell us also.  And of course, how can I forget the pasalubong!!!!  I can say that we do have close family ties. And Im happy about it.   It’s great that my parents plan to go here, I know it’s been a while  that they never traveled.  And since it’s my mom’s first time to be here in Dubai, ( my dad, I think would be his second time) I think it’s about time for them to enjoy staying here since they do deserve it. One of my dreams and prayers is that, my parents will grow old enjoying their time of their life.  It’s about time to have a break on us… ( i hope lol! ) . Naku, i know magiging bucy kami magkakapatid, ang dami  kasi namin plano sa kanila na sana mangyari nga un para tlaga mag enjoy sila.