long way 2 go

Today is just so typical, I wake up about 5:30 am, do some cooking, and packed it for my lunch at work. Nomally here in Dubai it is best to bring pack lunches when going to work because it’s way too far to buy food from your office unlike in our homeland Philippines, you can buy food anywhere, very convenient. Although there some places here that is so opportuned to buy food, still it’s best to have your own baon, home cooked na, tipid pa.   ( okay Im not talking about food today, maybe some other time…) As I was saying, after cooking, get back to my room at just look at may closet thinking what to wear today… I’m not into mood of fixing myself up (which is as always but sometimes or vise versa),  I  decided to wear jeans, a green 3/4 shirt or sweater I dont know what they called it, and flip flops. You may wondering why I just wear jeans at work.. Normally in the field that I have, it is better to just wear that kind of a get up.  Sometimes I do wear corporate attire that is if I have the mood of fixing myself up, lucky for me the company that I’m currently working with  are not that strict on what to wear during  work.

It’s 2:59 pm to be exact.. ( 6 pm in the philippines) break time… some of my colleagues are chatting with each other, others are just taking a small nap… and me?  Well just do some net surfing… I keep on thinking what to write on my blog, while Im thinking on what topic to write about, I decided to just read some of my past entries that I write or post for the past two o well three months I should say… I know im still such a baby on blogging,  I’m not that good pa on customizing my page.. but hopefully I can manage to do that sometime.. As I was reading, it put me into smile. I never realize that I just write, those entries.. I’m not that perfect on writing I may not even a good writer.. I admit that there are some posts here that i think it’s senseless. But the thought that I write it, gives me a feeling that in someway Im proud of myself not the proud or yabang but the feeling that you done something that is significant toward you? I hope you understand what i’m trying to say… Three months and I know there’s a lot more to say about.. Lot more things to learn and read about from other bloggers as well. No wonder why some bloggers write for so long! It is such a relief when you do write. The feeling that when writing as if your not alone. That there someone out there on the so called cyber space have the same situation you are into.  The never ending lessons, thoughts to think about and a lot more. As I was still reading it, it gives me a thought that there’s so much to do. The eagerness of learning at the same time experiencing things you never imagine you will do. Those entries will serve as evidence or proof that life is so damn good! Especially when im down, those were the days that I certainly make me strong, because those downfall times gives me important lessons in my life. Iknow you can agree with that. Ironically that is true. It is a fact. Reality do bites. I also realize that life cannot compare as a piece of a box. The feeling that your life is sealed?  “parang naka kahon lang buhay mo, dun lang sa kahon gumagalaw ang buhay mo?” That I should not treat my life stiff or solid or pathetic or even cold. But to be more appreciative on simple things, live more luridly and to learn on how to reach out more. The feeling that I’m like a bird who gone out of my cage, spread my wings and begin to fly away.

I will never regret that i made a blog, wrote those posts, and share it to others. I know I have a long way to go.. Long way to enjoy what life has to offer and in store for me. Long way to love the love of learning,  the philosophies or advocacies that need to impart in my life. Long way to keep on keeping on. And long way  for the love of life!!!